Anonymous: u sound very unhappy do u Have an diagnosis or something??? And why are all your classmates annoying? What do you mean?? Do they bully u??

Well, yes. I’ve been sent around to many shrinks which is quite annoying since I have to start all over again each time I meet a new one. 
My classmates are too happy, they annoy me. I suppose I’m jealous or something because of my shyness, since it keeps me away from bonding with new people. I always end up in a group of three in which I am later on fading away from. Idk I just don’t enjoy taking place.
They don’t bully me, not on purpose. It’s been like this for many years. And I had my hopes up because this is a new school and a new class but I think I’m my own worst enemy, not letting myself rely on new people. Idk what to say. Only a few people know me. And when I say know me I really mean that only a few people know a single thing about me. And there are only two that know.. A bit more. Much, actually. Omg I can’t find this answer cohesive but w/e.